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hello people
im writing one day late for this...
the oldest member in our family, her soul has left her body
so as of 6:40 am on 14 June 2025 my grandmother is dead. I had no emotional connection with her but the house feels empty. she was bedridden for almost 5 months and now she's gone. it is a relief to her own body, marks from bed sore stopped healing a while ago and looked even more sick since her last two days. she had a stroke, was paralyzed completely. we had been feeding her liquid diets since the last 5 months. this day had to come, but still.
now everyone's here, relatives i dont know names of, people i have never seen, the house crowded and my paternal aunt's crying their hearts out whereas me and my sister, we didnt shed not even a single drop of tear. but its so sad, that as soon as her body was taken for cremation they started laughing, discussing how they got ready on their marriage day and how slim they were. then wasn't it better to show no remorse of grandma's death than faking tears out. losing your mother is such a deep ocean of feeling, how can a difference of one hour make you forget that?
nevertheless the day went on, we didnt eat much but enough, enough to survive the day. everyone left but two of my three aunts stayed the night. we slept in our mother's room, and my father in grandmother's, rituals.
the day could have ended there but nope.
i found out the internship was a scam and i have lost my 4k. i am planing for a chargeback on the money. it was an expensive lesson. the scammers these days. indians dont study and get smart for the betterment but to scam people and get their money. two tragedy in a day. god must be really tired from my behavior these days.
im tired. thank you.
signing off